yesterday was so much fun.
i drove up to ocean side to hang out with sam.
i got up there and he introduced me to his family, then we left to go to reggae fest.
we got there and walked around for a while.
ariel met up with us and then we all hung out.
some band came on and we were listening to that.
then around 11 we left and i took one of sams friends home and theni took sam home.
i really wish i could have stayed longer.
hes so cute.

forget the past and move on with my life.
or move on with my life and forget the best friend i have ever had?
dwelling on it makes living hard.
forgetting it would make living unbareable.
it was two years february 24.
and i wont forget her face.
i wont forget all the leassons she taught me.
and the strength she gave me.
i'll never forget how strong she was.
and the effort she would put fouth for others.
ill never forget her stuggle.
and all the pain she was put through.
i'll never forget her smile.
and the laugh that always followed.
i remeber the night i knew nothing would ever be the same.
the fight was over.
the strength was stolen.
i knew id never hear her laugh again.
and a part of my heart died.

they always say time heals everything.
so when is it going to heal this?
when is time going to make this easier?
when is time going to make this pain go away?
when is time going to heal this?
will anything ever heal this?

Happy New Year!
i had a really good new year.
i hung out with good friends.
i listened to good music.
and i got my frist new years kiss.

 

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